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Saturday Night Fever

I'm beginning to dislike Saturdays. The past few Saturdays, I have been either sick or studying. I can't wait for August to come!!

While everyone around me is occupied with a certain someone, I'm still my single self. Oddly enough, I really don't care nor do I want to try. Maybe I'm just realizing that relationships naturally take its course? Or is it that I've become so career minded to even take a second to think about someone else? I guess what I equate a relationship to is more excitement, something I'm definitely lacking.

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Fun stuff:

Bold the statements you agree with. I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days. - I caught up on 5 hours of television yesterday and 2 today..new record for the year!!
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I wasn't psycho, just the least rational.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. Who wouldn't?
I need money right now. Uhm...big NEED
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. try four
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID. I like the way I look. most of the time
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends. Quality>Quantity in the long run
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. This happens on rare occassions
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I'm the opposite, I love getting dressed up
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. Tough one...
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.Papa John's baby!
I have used my sexuality to advance my career
. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment. I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now. Could be more, though
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I
’m proficient in a musical instrument. Used to be...in violin
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to go to college out of state.
I like sausages. I love kisses.
I love hugs.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. Hopefully, no one has read ANY of them I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. Coffee :(
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy. Wow, who would say no to the best feeling in the world..
I am an adrenaline junkie. --I'm still scared of rollercoasters... =X But I'll go on one, closing my eyes

Comfort

Can I have both, please? :)

The Little Engine That Could

It's interesting to note how we learn some of life's most valuable lessons when we're young. I remember reading this book as clueless little kid just like it was yesterday. It was one the most memorable books of my childhood! I know I most likely understood the illustrations more than the moral of the story, but I'll forever remember the saying "I think I can, I think I can.." now what does this teach exactly? Looking back, it definitely reveals

- optimism: something that, although it may seem I generally allude, I definitely need more. Also known as self efficacy, if we think we are able to reach our goals, we will make it happen.
- hard work: nothing worth having comes easy in life, everyday is a struggle. But these self earned moments in life is what makes life worth living.

As I take my summer anatomy class, which is about halfway done and exponentially getting harder (for instance, I have to learn all the muscles and the nervous system by WEDNESDAY!!!) I'm definitely trying to concentrate on moving forward. Although I did well on my first test, I didn't do so well on the second because I really psyched myself out. The way you think really can get the best of you.

So as I end this post, I leave with one piece of advice in mind:

Make it happen.

Cute story of the day =)

How to Install LOVE
Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install
Love. Can you guide me through the process?
Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you
located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now.
Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge
and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt
from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent
memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will
eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High
Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and
Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed.
Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke
Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and
Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that
normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base
program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get
the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error
- Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set
up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In
non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before
you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the
following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your
Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The
system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty
programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all
directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely
gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files.
Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying
themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but
eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed
and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure
to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in
turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

"Believe that you have it, and you have it." —Latin Proverb

Work

Hard work DOES pay off =)

Ego - Beyonce featuring Kanye West